A little lost.

Monday conundrum.

Why does my blog seemingly have to be about beauty and fashion for anyone to read it? I've done a little research through several sites and it seems all you can blog about as a girl is your family life ( 2.4 kids & hubby ) or beauty and fashion .Variables of latter included such as budget and thrift .I could tell you thing about about being on a budget ,given that my income is a practically zero .

I don't want to go down that route because it's been done to death and quite frankly I'm not that kind of girl I don't buy enough or care enough about beauty products .Yes I use them ,why ? because like women since the dawn of time I need to enhance the pitiful contribution that god gave me .As for family life ,well I'm childless and single so unless I fabricated a whole life ,it's kind of out of the question.

I'd feel like a fraud if I went down the beauty and fashion route ,but were does that leave me ? I've labelled myself 'lifestyle' on several websites because after a month or so of blogging I really haven't carved out a niche yet . I enjoy writing , about day to day events or thoughts that are flying round in my messed up head but surely that just constitutes a diary ? After spending nearly ten years in the online diary world I needed a break form it but still had the urge to write .

I'm feeling a little lost today ,perhaps it's the bank holiday ,a day when the country used to stop but today is exactly the same as every other day.I also hate the way my blog looks today ,it's vile and I need to change it all ,I basically hate my blog today . Maybe I should just step away and come back when I was actually have something constructive to say ? 

Instead I'll just sit editing ridiculous pictures of myself.